This Is Not a PhD Lament or an Academic Whine-arama


Popular culture often paints PhDs and academics in a negative light. We are seen as out-of-touch eggheads, living in ivory towers, making up shitty ideas that have no practical application in the real world. People imagine us as individuals who are more comfortable with books–shit, I haven’t read a book in years and I hate reading for fun–and equations than with real-life problems, often creating obscure concepts that seem irrelevant to everyday life. Newsflash: If it does not represent reality, no other researcher is going to care about your idea either.

Another stereotype is that academics are radical thinkers, constantly challenging and attempting to upend societal norms with revolutionary ideas that disrupt the status quo. This image portrays us as agitators who are always on the fringes, pushing for change without understanding the implications for the average person. For some reason, this has gotten a lot of traction lately.

Yes, there are a lot of shitty people, but take a look around your own extended family and workplace, I bet you can name at least 1/2 dozen shitty people in your life. There are lots of wonderful, and loving people as well. People that you will be proud to have known.

Additionally, we are often depicted as individuals who spend our days lamenting how bad things are, whining about the state of the world without offering real solutions. We are chicken littles. The image of the perpetual complainer, who sees the flaws in everything but does nothing to address them. This perspective suggests that academics are disconnected pessimists, endlessly critiquing but rarely contributing positively.

Okay, I whine. But, don’t you?

Check out this post on the realities of the academic journey.

The Academic Research World Has Pluses And Negatives

I often have to consider how much of the negative to focus on. Yes, there are many negatives. Man, do they ever suck. Big time.

The often precarious job market. What job market? Seriously. There is no very limited job mobility. If you want to get a new job, you often have to move to a new country. I did. Who likes that? Shit, I was an Engineer, and it was so easy to find jobs. Then, I became an academic, and I had to renounce being an engineer for a job market in which many compete for a few. And, it has winner-take-all dynamics.

The pressure to publish. It’s… it’s very real. The clock is ticking. Many people get messed up because of it. You either go to therapy to deal with it, or you go on being messed up. Seriously, its a big deal. Seriously, you will get messed up.

The struggle for funding. Imagine you are startup with no venture capital. “Go figure it out.” Some do. Some don’t. You just better hope it is just not you.

The feeling of isolation. This is the biggest one. You just feel so alone. Desperate alone.

But there are positives too. Academia offers a unique environment for intellectual growth, the opportunity to contribute to societal advancements, the chance to inspire future generations, and my favorite the joy of discovery. Discovery is a drug. I feel like some who just can’t say no to it, but I am at rock bottom.

Every new insight, every aha-ah, no matter how small, brings a rush of excitement and satisfaction that is hard to describe. I am crave discovery in a relentless pursuit. It is insatiable. In these moments of discovery, all the negatives fade away.

Man, it’s a powerful motivator, one that keeps us pushing forward for the next hit that is just around the corner.

Here is a great post on the joys of discovery.

Breaking the Stereotypes

When I am 80, I hope I am know for the R3ciprocity Project. The R3ciprocity Project challenges these notions by emphasizing practical understanding, encouragement, and a renewed belief in a can-do attitude. The R3ciprocity Project is about recognizing that while we strive to understand the world better, it is a challenging endeavor.

The project’s essence is to inspire and rekindle belief in the value of learning and exploration. It is not rooted in dry statistics or theoretical musings–I honesty hate that stuff; instead, it focuses on changing hearts and souls. Numbers alone cannot achieve this transformation in how I personally feel. We are already too interested in academic navel-gazing, as I heard once.

Frankly, I have never been interested in that kind of stuff. Maybe once I have 100,000 citations, I will defend the system. 🙂

Instead of relying on abstract data and complex theories, the R3ciprocity Project aims to bridge the gap between academic research and real-world applications, demonstrating how scholarly work can lead to practical solutions and personal growth.

Seeking Change

Why can’t I build a platform? It’s my own money and time. I would rather build a platform that solves some of our most challenging problems than golf or fish. For years, I am dedicated to spend 10% of my resources on building this platform.

The goal is to build a platform to create non-rejectable research papers and grants. To make our work easier, and remove the uncertainty. Research is inherently challenging, and R3ciprocity seeks to make this process smoother and more accessible. R3ciprocity.com is not just about fixing mistakes or using AI; it’s about fostering better scholars and connecting them with a community that wants to continuous learn and improve.

The R3ciprocity Project also fosters a supportive community where researchers and scholars can share their struggles and triumphs. It is about creating a space where people feel encouraged to pursue their intellectual curiosities, no matter how difficult the journey may seem and where they come from. This project is a testament to the belief that exploration and learning are not just academic exercises but vital processes that enrich our lives and transform our perspectives.

I can build such a platform to create non-rejectable research papers and grants. It may not look like much now, but just wait 10 years.

I love doing things that people say are impossible.

By emphasizing stories of resilience, perseverance, and the human side of academic pursuits, the project encourages people to see the beauty and importance of continuous learning beyond the metrics. I do this because I can. Isn’t that the most important reason?

By focusing on these human elements with a can-do attitude, the R3ciprocity Project aims to shift the narrative around academia. It shows that at its core, academia is about the joy of discovery, the thrill of learning, and the profound impact that knowledge can have on our lives and the world around us.

We can do this! We can innovate and change the world.

In high school and college, many students reach a point where further education seems too daunting, and the temptation to give up becomes strong. Those of us in academia have faced this moment repeatedly. Despite coming from lucrative careers or making more money in practice, we persist in academia for the sheer joy of learning. Building the R3ciprocity Project is a complete loss to me. I have spent unbelievable amounts of time and money on it.

But, there is something profoundly important about the pursuit of knowledge.

The R3ciprocity Project aims to break the negative stereotypes associated with academia by highlighting the practical, soul-enriching aspects of learning. We can do this. Don’t lose site of the fact that we can.

It encourages people to see beyond the difficulties and embrace the journey of discovery. Through this project, I hope to show that learning is not just about acquiring information but about transforming oneself and fostering a deep, meaningful connection with the world around us.

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